Emptiness lies behind a cloak of shadow..

I found a way to successfully communicate with justin..

2005-03-24T06:18:28Z

Me: Quick! Define love!
Justin: Love is the emotional predisposition towards a specific person. However, this is a modern outlook on love that contradicts loves original usage. Love has usually been used to define interpersonal love, but now generally that interpersonal relationship is towards only a mate.
JustinSLSP: Biologically some say love could be a method to ensure reproduction, others say love is a social invention.
Me: ..
Me: Whats the meaning of life?
Justin: Lifes meaning is often debated. Most consider it something relatively inane compared to what one would expect: reproduction, happiness, or even death.
Me: I lothe you
Me: Define
Me: meatley
Justin: it is considered by some that life is an illusion. However to counter this it is argued that an illusion must decieve someone, and then there would still be life.
Me: Define meatly!
Justin: Meatley is a 17 year old, 5'6'' male living at approx 79° 45' 54" W 40° 29' 40" N
Justin: Given the moniker Meatley by one Alex Murphy, who parrelled his likeness to one Keith "Wheatley" Muller, under the principal that Mario and Wario are opposites, by inverting the W, you create an M, and make the H silent. Thus, Wheatley is born.
Me: Define Dabba!
Justin: However, it must be noted that the wario is derived from the name mario adding the warui adjetive, meaning bad mario
JustinSLSP: See Bigfoot
Me: Define connah
Justin: Connah: see Jesus
Me: Define Kromer
Justin: Kromer, Mathew. Male. Approx. 100 years old, Matthew Kromer is a cyborg experiment gone wrong, attempting to place the removed brain from Adolf Hitler into an advanced robotic body. The expirement failed and the subject only vaugly remembers his lost past.
Me: haha
Me: im saving this
Me: Define Wheatly
Justin: Keith Muller, AKA Wheatley. Sworn enemy to Meatley, however lacks any motivation in thwarting his enemies attempts at his harm. Named Wheatley by the elder brother of one Connor Peirce. Wheatley has proven to be quite formidable, surviving being hit by a car, as well as several high doses of sodium pentathol
Me: Define Girthay
Justin: Girthay, AKA Kristopher Walsh. A well respected fencer, amatuer tactician, and world class roshambo expert. Kris has red hair, but brown eyebrows. This contradiction is believed to be a defense mechanism, in dire times of danger, the eyebrows immolate themselves and latch onto attackers, allowing him time to escape.
Me: hahahahahhaha
Me: Define Delight
Justin: error
Me: Define Alex Murphy
Justin: Error
Justin: Database error 319
Me: Define Angela
Justin: Error
Justin: Refer to user manual
Me: View: User Manual
Justin: User Manual
Me: Elaborate: User Manual
Justin: Topics:
Hardware requirements
Installation
Troubleshooting
Daves a fag
I hate dabba
eat shit
Me: Elaborate: Trouble Shooting
Justin: Expand...
Error message definitions
Known product issues
Recommended Operation and Usage

Me: Expand: All
Justin: Error 3
Me: fine..
Me: Expand: Error Message Definitions
Justin: Error 3
Me: Define: Error 3
Justin: Find...
Error 3 occurs when attempting to display over 1gb of data
Me: Expand: Known Product Issues
Justin: Known Product Issues...
Find...
Cannot sequence over 1gb of data
Me: Expand: Recommended Operations and Usage
Justin: Find...
Do not request files over 1gb
Me: Find: Files < 1gb
Justin: Error 3
Me: Find: Operting System
Me: Find: Operating System
Justin: http://www.steib-haushaltgeraete.ch/images/toaster.jpg
Justin: Database error 319!
Justin: It's a trap!
Justin: We'll last longer than against that death star!
Me: Stupid thing
Justin: Han'll have that sheild up soon! We just gotta give him more time!
Me: Reboot
Justin signed off at 12:58:14 AM.
Justin signed on at 12:58:21 AM.
Me: Display: Schedule for Meatley on March 24th
Justin: 12:00-12:30, nescessisary grooming practices
12:30-1:30, television
1:31-10:00, temporary stasis
10:01-11:00 nutrient integration and waste disposal
11:01-12:00 intellecual stimuli
12:01-5:00 undefined
6:00-8:30, physical conditioning
8:31-9:00 nutrient intake/waste disposal
9:01-9:30 grooming
Post 9:30- Sleep

Me: Inquiry: Available for Dunegons and Dragons 12:01-5:00PM?
JustinSLSP: 0
Me: Define: 0
Justin: 0-Nonreal Answer
Me: Inquiry: Interface with Call of Duty?
Justin: 0
Justin: Goodbye!
Me: Goodbye
Me: Shutdown
Justin signed off at 1:11:00 AM.

Save Enterprise!

2005-03-09T21:55:29Z

Yes, here comes the nerd in me, even though i dont express it like i used to, most of you know im a big star trek fan, so im posting this here, if you have any interest, visit the site!

VIST WWW.TREKUNITED.COM FOR MORE INFO.

Public because i have an important question for you all..

2005-01-27T08:49:07Z

I'm asking anyone who reads this and who knows me, best if youve known me for awhile. I'm not asking this because of someone elses statements nor am i in a depression about myself so you need not worry about what you say, but honestly: Have i changed over these last 1 or 2 years? And i dont mean physically because that ones obvious. Say anything about if/how i changed good or bad, im simply curious and wont get upset. But, dont use this as an opportunity just to flame me if you happen to hate me. honest answers only please..

So true

2004-12-07T19:17:15Z

NICE GUYS FINISH LAST
By: Garrett Hols

It’s amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it’s not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT’S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they’re after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside. The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn’t want to look like she is easy so she wont dump the asshole right away, instead she will stay with the asshole. Girls are idiots. They don’t realize that the nice guy has been there all along. He never had to pretend to be a good guy to get girls because he is naturally like that. However, girls don’t see it for some reason or another. They look at the nice guy as a friend, a trusted companion to whom they can tell their sad story to about their asshole boyfriend. But the nice guy isn’t THAT naïve. He was trying to score with the girl he listens to all along. The problem is that since he is a nice guy he keeps listening. Since girls get attached to things that pay attention to them, they think of the nice guy as a friend. A FRIEND. They don’t say, “Oh he’s hot” or “I want to have his children” about the nice guy, they just want the emotional support. When they get the emotional support from the nice guy, they don’t need it from the asshole. The nice guy gets the shit end of the stick while the asshole gets all the action. I am starting to wonder if being a nice guy is really the route to take to get action… I have been down this path for all of my post-pubescent life and it has gotten me NOWHERE… at least not in the women department. Perhaps another reason why girls fall for the asshole is because assholes ignore the girl they are with. The women wonder, “Why isn’t he paying attention to me?” so they explore why. They poke and prod and get closer to the asshole. They start to get easier with each attempt to get closer. The asshole finally says, “I’ve let this beauty dangle long enough, time to boat this bass”. It is then he puts on his charade and the girl feels like she has won him… even thought all she has won is an asshole. Once you have gone down the path as a nice guy or a “listener” you can’t turn back. The girl will always go after the assholes because there are always nice guys there to listen. Once you realize that you are a “listener” you cant do anything about it… just pack up and close shop. There is no way you will get into her pants… ever. There is and never will be a situation where the nice guy will get the girl he has a crush on. It just doesn’t work like that. The girl wont “come to her senses” and realize what an asshole her boyfriend is like in the movies… instead she will just go after another asshole, and unless you stop being a nice guy, she will never go after you. Women complain that there are no nice guys in the world. Right. They are obviously not looking hard enough because there are nice guys EVERYWHERE!!!! Girls aren’t looking for nice guys… they say they are but they’re not. They are looking for the perfect asshole, but there is NO SUCH THING as the perfect asshole. All in all, the nice guy gets the shaft. To all the girls out there with boyfriends that don’t treat you with respect, that don’t listen to you, and that don’t care about you I say this; look next to you. The guy that has been standing next to you the whole time is the guy you have been looking for. He is what you want your asshole to be like. He knows more about you than you know about yourself… because he has listened to it all.

Public because this is great..

2004-11-08T02:26:40Z

Meatley: I will compile a list of things I hate
Meatley: Take notes
Alex: but you hate so much
Meatley: I hate: Minorities, that stringy stuff on bananas, Japanese, anime, snot, bowel movements, people who make sounds
Meatley: Hmmm
Meatley: People who cry, people who breathe, people who play with their hair, people who kiss, people who show affection, people who are lifeless husks with no opinions on anything, alcoholics, hippies, yuppies, puppies

Alex: hey that one was just about keith!
Meatley: People who dye their hair, muscicians, music, light, electricity, wood, gravity
Meatley: Lentals
Meatley: Chinks, japs, gooks, niggers, sand niggers, olive niggers, and huns
Meatley: Brits, yanks, canucks, aussies, stoners, skaters, preps, jocks, nerds, geeks gangstas, people who think cliques are important, people who are trendy, people who are anti-trendy, people who shop at hot-topic, people who spend more than $100 on clothes per two quater
Meatley: people who drink soda, people who don't brush their teeth, people who use the bathroom with the door open
Meatley: script kiddies, hackers, crackers, people who don't bathe, fat people, anorexics, wiccans, christians, muslims, buddhists, athiests, agnostics, diests, hindus, jews, pagans, people who have phobias, and blondes
Alex: wow
Meatley: Liberals, democrates, moderates, conservatives, republicans, hicks and/or rednecks, socialists, poor people, and blacks
Alex: you said black people in so many ways
Meatley: Shut up, you mic son of a drunk
Meatley: People with chronic ailments, retards, injured people, guys who shave their legs, guys, women
Meatley: People who think michael moore is amusing and/or accurate in his fact checking, michael moore, people who think it's trendy to hate George W. Bush, George W. Bush
Alex: al sharpton?

Meatley: The 1960s, 1970s, 1980s, 1980, 1981, 1982, 1983, 1984, 1985, 1986, 1987, 1988, 1989, 1990s, people who say "Y2K", "New millenium", or "00's"
Meatley: Russians, Ukranians, Germans, Danes, Finns, Norweigans, Swiss, Swedish, French, Czhec, Iceland, Greenland, and any other "land"
Meatley: Pacifists, fat people, Dave McCarthy
Meatley: Star Trek Nerds, hairy people, people with too much facial hair, cave men, dabbas, ronnas, and any variation there of
Meatley: People who love war, people who trivialize the sacrifice of millions of lives by saying "WW2 is cool"
Meatley: John Forbes Kerry, John Kerry, Kerry, Anyone named "John", Anyone named "Kerry", and anyone who looks like lurch
Meatley: The internet, websites, the HTTP protocol, people who think they're 1337 hax0rz because they took a introductory VB class
Meatley: Lions, Tigers, Bears, any sports franchises using said animals, Ferrets, wallabees, and dogs
Alex: the end?
Meatley: Ha! Hardly!
Meatley: hmm
Meatley: Typing, speaking, thinking, moving, people who use "party" as a verb, and the practice of combining liqour and soda
Meatley: i think that might be it
Alex: oh
Meatley: oh yeah, did I mention blacks?
Alex: yes
Meatley: Also, add "blogs, web logs, live journals, dead journals, internet message boards, forums, usenet"
Meatley: Fags, gays, homos, punks, hos, sluts, whores, prostitutes, brothes, red light districts, blue light districts, guns, knives, feet, money, air currents

and i almost forgot to add this:
Meatley: So last night I sucked this girl's cock.

OWNED

2004-10-24T04:32:17Z

Meatley: Stop licking cock
Dabba: Stop living!
Meatley: :(
Meatley: meanie
Dabba: OWNED
Meatley: :(
Meatley signed off...

aragorn2087 @ 2004-09-30T21:41:00

2004-10-01T01:42:54Z

A question asked to Dave Mustaine:
"How do you feel about today's trend of not playing guitar solos?"

"It appalls me. If you have two guitar players and one of them dosn't solo, something is very wrong. Most guys who don't play solos can't play solos. I've heard that on slipnots new record they bust out the chops we've heard they always had and I'm really glad for that, because we're bringing up a whole generation of kids who think all you have to do is detune, bang away and have your pants halfway down your ass. That doesn't make you a guitar player; it makes you a dork. Play that sucker, and don't be afriad to solo no matter what it sounds like. Everyone has to start someplace."

another public entry for schedules

2004-07-30T23:18:57Z

1 - marine bio - year 219
2 - comp prog 1 - year 99
3 - themes in film - s1 108c
3 - economics h - s2 253
4 - web design 1 - s1 118f
4 - web design 2 - s2 118f
5 - Intro crim jus cw - s1 102
5 - free - s2
6 - free - s1
6 - heros in lit - s2 108c
7 - gym block 2 - B days
8 - precalc - year 226
9 - early release..

meh

2004-07-16T06:05:13Z

eh, havnt hung out with my friends in awhile, but tommorow is the selden show hopefully that and ana fterparty will make me feel better, meh i feel i lost a few friends already, and i hope i dont loose who i have left, to the people i lost im sorry i was an ass, i dont really have much to update anymore so i dont know what im doing:-\ meh ihave drivers ed tommorow, this entry i will make public, i apologise for my assholeness, only now do i see how much it cost me:-\ seeya around..

Can someone tell me im not crazy? anyone?

2004-06-26T17:44:23Z

i dont know, 3, maybe 4 people so far that treat me differently than everyone else around them. do i have a big tumor growing out of my head that i cant see but everyone else can? or am i just emotionally crazy? are the feelings i have the feelings of insanity? i dont know, i thought it was common place to have these feelings, my friends do understand me of course and it dosnt seem out of place to have feelings like i do, but now seeing more and more people treat me like im mentally ill and stay away from me and not deal with me. theres only a few people i know still able to talk to me like a normal person, if i lose them then i dont know what i shall do, so please anyone, am i not crazy? im making this public, please feel free to comment, help/critize/insult/flame go ahead i really want to see what the world thinks of me..

Just a Reminder...

2004-06-07T05:30:50Z

FRIENDS ONLY
comment if you wish to be added...

aragorn2087 @ 2004-06-04T23:38:00

2004-06-05T03:38:46Z

eh fuck it all

aragorn2087 @ 2004-06-03T21:44:00

2004-06-04T01:45:33Z

im such a low life scumbag peice of shit asshole, and im going nowhere in life, it looks like im cut out for being a telemarter for the rest of my pathethic life before life does everyone a favor and i die

aragorn2087 @ 2004-05-29T02:34:00

2004-05-29T06:34:50Z

My eyes seek reality
My fingers seek my veins
There's a dog at your back step
He must come in from the rain

I fall 'cause I've let go
The net below has rot away
So my eyes seek reality
And my fingers seek my veins

The trash fire is warm
But nowhere safe from the storm
And I can't bear to see
What I've let me be
So wicked and worn

So as I write to you
Of what is done and to do
Maybe you'll understand
And you won't cry for this man
'Cause low man is due

Please forgive me

My eyes seek reality
My fingers feel for faith
Touch clean with a dirty hand
I touch the clean to the waste

The trash fire is warm
But nowhere safe from the storm
And I can't bear to see
What I've let me be
So wicked and worn

So as I write to you
Of what is done and to do
Maybe you'll understand
And won't cry for this man
'Cause low man is due
Please forgive me

So low, the sky is all I see
All I want from you is forgive me
So you bring this poor dog in from the rain
Though he just wants right back out again

And I cry to the alleyway
Confess all to the rain
But I lie, lie straight to the mirror
The one I've broken to match my face

The trash fire is warm
But nowhere safe from the storm
And I can't bear to see
What I've let me be
So wicked and worn

So as I write to you
Of what is done and to do
Maybe you'll understand
And won't cry for this man
'Cause low man is due

Please forgive me

So low, the sky is all I see
All I want from you is forgive me
So you bring this poor dog in from the rain
Though he just wants right back out again

My eyes seek reality
My fingers seek my veins
-MetallicA - Low Man's Lyric

aragorn2087 @ 2004-05-25T14:15:00

2004-05-25T18:15:59Z

"ACHTUNG!

Aragorn2087 may actually be a spider-human hybrid

From Go-Quiz.com

aragorn2087 @ 2004-05-24T19:15:00

2004-05-24T23:16:39Z

Is there something going on around me
Is there something I should know?
The ghost of paranoia slips into my mind
And the dust it settles in

It's getting harder to remember
Just what it is I need to say
Another shadow in the memory
I'll never be the same again

So tell me where the fire is
And why is everybody running
For all I know I could be losing my mind
And the dust it settles in

Whoa - Lost inside my mind

Is there something going on around me
Is there something I should know?
Everything just seems to vanish in the haze
And the dust it settles in

Whoa - Lost inside my mind

In my head... long to shed...
Now we all are one

Whoa - Lost inside my mind
Inside my mind
-The Living End - Astoria Paranoia

aragorn2087 @ 2004-05-23T12:54:00

2004-05-23T16:55:04Z

Pick me up
been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it some how

I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Shut me off
I am ready,
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own

I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm hanging from?
is there nothing more to come? (am I Gunna leave this place?)
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it's place?
Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?)
I guess god's up in this place?
what is it that I've become?
is there something more to come? (more to come)

Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man? [x2]

-Korn - alone i break

thats the only song i like from them. its good

Follow the God that failed

2004-05-10T23:29:13Z

Pride you took
Pride you feel
Pride that you felt when you'd kneel

Not the word
Not the love
Not what you thought from above

It feeds
It grows
It clouds all that you will know
Deceit
Deceive
Decide just what you believe

I see faith in your eyes
Never you hear the discouraging lies
I hear faith in your cries
Broken is the promise, betrayal
The healing hand held back by the deepened nail
Follow the god that failed

Find your peace
Find your say
Find the smooth road on your way

Trust you gave
A child to save
Left you cold and him in grave

It feeds
It grows
It clouds all that you will know
Deceit
Deceive
Decide just what you believe
I see faith in your eyes
Never you hear the discouraging lies
I hear faith in your cries
Broken is the promise, betrayal
The healing hand held back by the deepened nail
Follow the god that failed

I see faith in your eyes
Broken is the promise, betrayal
The healing hand held back by the deepened nail
Follow the god that failed

Pride you took
Pride you feel
Pride that you felt when you'd kneel

Trust you gave
A child to save
Left you cold and him in grave

I see faith in your eyes
Never you hear the discouraging lies
I hear faith in your cries
Broken is the promise, betrayal
The healing hand held back by the deepened nail
Follow the god that failed
Follow the god that failed
Broken is the promise, betrayed
Betrayal
-MetallicA - The God That Failed

time to pick up the peices...

Good song, download it

2004-05-10T01:57:16Z

When I was younger I thought I could stand on my own
It wasn't easy, I stood like a man made of stone

But there was something about you
I want you to know
It brought a change over me
It's startin' to show
I've got this feelin' inside
gotta have ya, have ya, ain't no good to hide

It isn't easy
To show what I'm feeling inside, girl
It isn't easy
I know, when you believe in a man like me

When I get angry I say things I don't wanna say
I really mean it, I don't want to leave you this way

I couldn't help my reaction
I want you to know
I lose control over you
I just wantcha to know
Got this feeling inside
gotta have ya, have ya, ain't no good to hide

It isn't easy
To show what I'm feeling inside, girl
It isn't easy
I k now, when you believe in a man like me

But there was something about you
I want you to know
It brought a change over me
It's startin' to show
I got this feelin' inside, gotta have you, have you
Ain't no good to hide.

It isn't easy
To show what I'm feeling inside, girl
It isn't easy
I know, to believe in a man like me
Like me, can'tch see
I gotta gotta have you

But there was something about
Yeah there was something about you.
-Boston - Something about you

DO EEET

2004-05-05T03:23:39Z

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

::sigh::

2004-05-04T04:03:34Z

i hate the fucking past, i really do, i dont want to remember it, but now i have a feeling ill be up all night with it, anway everyone, again im sorry for anything ive done in the past to upset you. the futures looking somewhat bright, i need to hang out with a few friends this weekend, i really hope i did good on the SATs too, but i heard if it seems easier than the last time you took them or the psat that means you prob did worse, hopefully i dont follow that pattern:-\ eh fuck. this weekend friends. or ill be very angered

ow..

2004-05-03T03:27:02Z

OW MY FUCKING STINGING EYES AND MY FUCKING SOAR THROAT AND STUPID COUGHING UP BLOOD STUPID COLD AND STUPID ALLERGIES ::dies::

My Friend Of Misery...

2004-04-27T04:54:42Z

You just stood there screaming
Fearing no one was listening to you
They say the empty can rattles the most
The sound of your own voice must soothe you
Hearing only what you want to hear
And knowing only what you've heard
You, you're smothered in tragedy
And you're out to save the world

Misery
You insist that the weight of the world
Should be on your shoulders
Misery
There's much more to life than what you see
My friend of misery

You still stood there screaming
No one caring about these words you tell
My friend, before your voice is gone
One man's fun is another's hell
These times are sent to try men's souls
But something's wrong with all you see
You, you'll take it on all yourself
Remember, misery loves company

Misery
You insist that the weight of the world
Should be on your shoulders
Misery
There's much more to life than what you see
My friend of misery

You just stood there screaming
My friend of misery
-MetallicA - My Friend Of Misery

god damn it i want metallica to come back that was awesome
yay now hopefully i finnally get sleep..

Its nearly 5 am and i cant sleep:'(

2004-04-26T09:06:04Z

well ill do this to pass the time, enjoy (dont hate me i know this dosnt go for all women) haha

Lies girls have told me taken from http://maddox.xmission.com

-"I think you're cute!"
Lie. No girl thinks I'm cute. I'm repulsive. I'm hideous.

-"Looks don't matter to me.."
Lie. Looks don't matter, MY ASS. Looks matter. Any girl that says "looks don't matter" is in denial. Proof? The good looking jerks that treat women like shit always get the women.

-"I just broke up with my boyfriend, so I'm not going to date for a while"
Lie. I hear this one a lot. They say it to sound like they're not whores going from one guy immediately to the next, but come the first good looking jerk with slick hair and a nice car, and she'll be in bed with him faster than she can contract his STDs.

-"I think you're really cool, let's hang out some time..."
Lie. This one translates to "I have no intention of calling you or hanging out with you, but I'm too much of a coward to tell you the truth, so I'll lead you on for a couple of weeks while you put your life on hold for me in case I actually stop being the indecisive bitch that I am and I give you a straight answer." Like I don't have anything better to do than to sit around and wait for your dumbass to call me. I'm so sick of inconsiderate hags that act like they're doing me a favor by gracing me with their BORING-ASS conversations on the phone. Tell you what super-bitch, just forget it.

-"All I want is a nice guy that will make me feel special, that will listen to me and love me forever..."
Lie. She left off the part about "and a guy that will have plenty of raunchy sex with me because that's all most girls are really looking for, but we're too shallow to admit that to you because we want to keep this 'virgin-girl' image we have going on and we don't want to sound too slutty, so we're going to pretend that all the nice guys we've met so far haven't fit the bill when in reality, they've treated us infinitely better than any guy we could ever hope to meet at a club downtown." I've said this before and I'll say it again:

GIRLS DON'T WANT NICE GUYS. END OF STORY.

I know there are SOME out there that do.. the ratio of honest girls that want nice guys to sleazy girls that are in it for money and sex is very small, if not non-existant. However, I won't consider this possibility at this time.

Almost every guy that goes to a club goes there for one reason: ass. More often than not, they get it. Way to go champ, you got laid, now wipe off the disease and try your luck again. That's all they want and girls aren't so stupid as to not realize this, but they want to make it sound like they're perpetual victims that can't find the elusive "nice guy." Why don't you actually TRY LOOKING for one, you moron? That's like a guy trying to find a "nice girl" by cruising the streets downtown. You tread the grounds of prostitutes, so don't complain that all you have to show for it is a yield of whores. I'm so sick and tired of girls giving the false impression that they want a nice guy; this is only true for women in their 30's that have already spent a decade getting their brains screwed out and now they're finally pulling their heads out of their ass and they're looking for a decent guy to settle down with. It's not going to happen moron, you blew your chance. I see girls fall for bad guys every day. I see girls abused, cheated on and insulted in public ALL THE TIME. What the hell is wrong with them? They think that there's something wild and untamable about bad guys that's attractive? WAKE UP. WAKE UP. You're getting abused, hurt, murdered and taken advantage of. Holy shit, how can people be so stupid? Is there no end to the barrel of stupid they drink from?

DISCLAIMER: I KNOW THIS DOES NOT APPLY TO ALL WOMEN ..maybe 1 or 2 arnt like that ahahahhaahah

DOO EEEET DO EET NOW

2004-04-26T05:18:39Z

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more & no less.

Ask me anything you want.

Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.